thats what it feels like needs to happen. just get all this shit out and not have to sort it out again. never bring it up again, just word vomit it out right this second. maybe then...
the nightmares will stop.
the movie in my head will stop.
the distraction will stop.
so hopefully; i can breathe again.
im dirty. im a failure. im undeserving. im a whore. im a slut. im a drug seeking kid. i have problems. i will do anything to get high. im alone. i will always be alone.
so please, leave me alone.
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