breathe.

just breathe.
just breathe.
just breathe.
just breathe.
just breathe.
just breathe.
just breathe.
just breathe.
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dear b,
im sorry i hide how im really feeling. im sorry i build a wall and show you nothing when im sinking like the titanic on the inside. i know im supposed to trust you and not be afraid to show you what it really feels like, but, i cant. this time its just too hard. this time, it's not worth it. this time, i feel dead on the inside. i cant sleep because i see it happening. i cant walk down the street without thinking if he is behind me. you told me that one day i can find happiness, and feel grounded again. that i will be okay, that i will smile again. but i dont think so. not now. i will be dark for the rest of my days here. it will always hurt to breathe from now on.
im sorry again.
l.